its funny, you think that when you grow older people are more honest with themselves and therefore more honest in the relationships they have, well kids, im here to burst your little idealistic bubble because guess what? they dont. we all just get better at covering up our insincerity and inconsistencies and hypocrisies.
and just like i was when i was 16, i still lie on my back in bed in the dark with my eyes open staring at the ceiling wondering if there is someone out there that can truly understand this machine. because sometimes being so self-sufficient and self-reliant gets a little lonely…even if there is a body in the bed next to you.
- christopher gutierrez
— Andrew McMahon. (via misanthr0pic)